side note: sigh, this…i love her writing.
i slipped; i got lost wandering in a hurricane and found myself in a torpedo. there was teeth marks on shoulders that were already bruised from this burden, there was scars on wrists and thighs and i thought i saw blood that i believed dried the last time i let these eyes close. there was wounds on thighs and aggressive moons tormenting dreams of lucid quality.
were you watching? the pools of tears and the smiles that lost their silvery shine. the rains that took us far away as i begged to go home because there is no place like it. the anger that decorated these pupils in dilated fashions as i was asked to describe the clothes that led to the ‘incident’, the lipstick that tortured my torturer and the way we died in the aftermath.
there was a silence inbetween each second that fell past, and that was where i went missing.
Side note: This is hauntingly beautiful, really love this!
yellow spirals flow, ebbing
into each cell as your eyes
fill up wide. dilate as your
mind blinks, every pulse
beating in your throat,swallow with caffeine. swallow.
with ethanol coloured with
caffeine. caffeine.there are drums in your
fingers, pianos in your
heart, feel the crescendo;wolves are following and
suddenly, you’re a piper.
a fanatic, frantic.lay down, the clouds are
heavy and I’m drowning
in the rain.
Side note: This is gorgeous!
i’ll hold onto you until time changes and freezes, cluttering my irises and painting tears in the corners of my lashes with acid rain. watch the dark erode the lengths of time. watch the dark corrode the distance between us, until i am picturing your arms locked around my waist, your forehead with mine. molten, we disintegrate and stare at the stars pleading with the gods to paint us into their universe because i don’t believe we could ever live without one another.
